Feel Again

Here it comes to take a piece of me
To take away everything that’s a part of me
No sympathy, no remorse
Try to kill it, but it comes back for more

I try to run, it keeps following
I dig deep, but I can’t rip it out of me
I look sane, you’d never know
I’m on the edge, losing control

Is this the death of me?
Before my blood runs cold, and my time runs out

I just wanna feel again
Sleepwalking in my skin
Trying to find a way to cope to make the most of it
Can’t even feel the pain, I can’t feel anything
I’m sick of being comatose to make the most of it
I just wanna feel
I just wanna feel again

Smile big, to keep pretending
My head high, nothing’s ever what it seems
I try to speak, try to scream it out
But all I hear is what I can’t figure out
Don’t need a sign, don’t need a savior
Don’t need another self help complication
I’m neck deep, my lungs are collapsing
I’m so numb, what the fuck is happening?